...

I was wrong

I know

Forgiveness I need

I'm deadly Regret and Guilty

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.

Maybe now i get it

Maybe I was suppose to just let it be

No matter just let it be

Until it reaches like 20 minutes later on

Only I should say something.

Maybe it should be like that

But sigh.. I hate myself when i do things like that.

Un-appetite

I felt so no appetite this few days!
So I actually kinda skip out my dinners
Had lunch with Bestie in 1u terday..
I feel wierd becuz i did not finish my plate of rice ==
instead she finished hers!
Mayb it is becuz im falling sick.
throat feels uneasy
having running nose
not having enough sleep?
well these are all causes to....
just un-appetite...
so just leave myself un-appetite
so I can just lose weight at the mean time

Birthday

Suddenly
I wonder
How will be my sweet 18 be this year
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The important ages
that use to be celebrated by everybody

• 1 year old *first bday*
  
• 7 year old *entering the primary school life*
  
• 12 year old *leaving primary school life*
  
• 13 year old *entering secondary school life*
  
• 15 year old *first year in morning session in secondary school*
  
• 17 year old *leaving secondary school*
  
• 18 year old *growing up*
  
• 21 year old *key*

I remember bestie's one was very surprising!
Hah!
Hock Jeen, Dong, MeiWan and Khar Mun actually set a surprise
dat i din even know!dey put a card board at the back of bestie's car
it says " Just Turned 18!! Honk Me "
with coca-cola empty can dangling at the end of her car
They are so cute!! haha!
Bestie was so happy
she really was

Frown . Missing

I frown

Once in a while
Because I miss you
I finally realise
Why am I moodless nowadays
Yes because i miss you
Will continue missing you
I got use to your presence =]
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Tears fell
Without noticing

Not my self

I'm not my self

I don't like I'm my self

I can't concentrate

I can't sit still

I don't feel right

Like as though something is wrong

But I don't know what is it

My mind is free now

Just not my self

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I was reading a story book

But it's like as though i can't even finish a chapter

I was playing a game

But i kept failing to enter the next stage

I cant concentrate

WIERD ME..........

but still life goes on.

=]

want you to stay here with me

He’s missing for quite a long time

Not knowing where he left to

Not knowing when is he going to be back

She was in her lonely world

She felt helpless, lonely

Realising she misses him

She was hesitating

She called him on her cell

She heard a familiar sound

She turns around

There he is standing by the sea side

He took just three seconds to look at his cell

And took three seconds to put it into his pocket

She was afraid and there were lots of questionnaires

Why didn’t he speak with her?

She thought back

He held her in his arms once

And now he is gone without a word

She felt like sleeping on her bed

And not waking up again

And there she goes

Left alone

updates!

HI.
I actually went to 1u with aunt, mummy and cousin brothers * monkey *
v went dere to meet up with elizabeth and Bestie's mum and sis
to book our tickets to HongKong!
suppose to book today but sad to say everything will be pulled back til tuesday!
Cause of my another aunt haven renew her passport.
Thanks so much to Bestie's Mummy, she's gonna help us do the flight payment
and v'll pay her back after that. So kind of her!
mummy and aunt brought the monkeys for lunch in Jack's Place.
Yummy! I'm loving it! ^^ western rocks! XD
i ate steak! and mum settled our bill before we even finish our meal.

a few conversation between me and Eli :
* a small toy car race is held at the LG floor *
Eli : Hey! that's my car! the pink one.
Me : Oh really?! where where?
* at the mean time, the pink car bang onto the wall == *
Me : AHAHAHA! ur car is sooooo lousy!
Eli : Oh no la, saw wrongly. that's not my car ==

conversation with Bestie and Eli in Jack's Place :
Bestie : Why the coffee/tea comes last one? after we finish out meal geh?
Me : answer her eli
Eli : oh because la
Bestie : Why?
Me : answer her
Eli : because looo
Bestie : WHY LA?
Me : answer her
Eli : ok.. its because it's answer her ==

Bestie, u're so chiong hei la! hahahahaha so cute of u! XD u brighten up my day again
oh and thanks for the CD!

Met up with my uncle so he send all of us home.
Sent Eli den go home
another tired day...
The pain on under my ankle is back..
it was long lost gone months back
It's going to take very long to recover and suffering
Nose blocks are BACK definitely.
Rain rain rain...

Time for some view backs!4th September Happy birthday MUMMY!
cake Tiramisu bought by me but payed by dad! He stil owe me the money XD
Legs that leads me to the brighter route.
Light of my life.
Wee!~ Bestie and me XD
1u~ Man is unknown! *monkeys* and my aunt.
My new sneakers!!!! aww man i'm loving it! Thanks mummy my advance bday present XD
Sketchy = Sketchers XD

one step at a time

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can't touch

We live and we learn to take 

One step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It's gonna happen and it's

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why 

One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer

But there's no end in sight

It's the pain that makes you stronger

The only way you get there

Is one step at a time

Pavilion~

1st of september!

another new month..

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I went to Pavilion with Aunt and Mum today.

First time there

When we first enter,

We did not know where to start walking

We actually tot v wont be able to spend money there

BUT! mum bought slippers

mum bought me "Sketchy" shoes! *Sketchers*

Aunt bought errrrr...OH! her working skirt

This is Pavilion!

Erm!~ Coach haha! was trying to take the poster XD nice though!

This is Me and my Aunt

My mum went toilet too long so i decided to just camwhore abit

since dere is not much people dere! XD

HOME = JIA 

oh oh! dats me! my aunt was too free == oh! and it says Do Not Sit on the letter "O" but haha! whoops!

The Toilet is GIAGANTO!!!! 

Me, while my aunt is waiting for my mum choosing dad's Underpants

Oh, and v went to the LOAF to eat some cheese cakes

it is super delicious

Aunt says the owner of this shop is a french man and

Dr Mahathir joined into the share!

Cheer up Bestie!

Your Life

You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.

Your Love

You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

Bestie says it is so true.. I wonder.. Sounds kinda true tho. I'm a Chicken lover == ya I am. I'm also a not so positive minded person! though at time i tried to but hmm still humans are not cheerful always. 

" Most of all, I guess Bestie had a bad day today.

I'm not trying to remind you but

I just wish you will feel better soon =]

I shall give you my happiness for the day!

Cheer up dear Bestie!! "