I have no idea

I can honestly say

You've been on my mind since I woke up everyday

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life

I picked up the phone and then put it down

Cause I know I'm wasting my time

But I didn't mind

I remember those simple things

I remember till I cry

I don't think I want this anymore

Jesus please take the wheel

Take it from my hands

Cause I can't do this on my own

Save me from this road I'm on

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I got to keep trying to keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose

Not about how fast I get there

Not about what's waiting on the other side

It's all about the climb

How am I suppose to feel?

When everything surrounding me is nothing

But a fake disguise

I don't know where I belong

If it's time for me to carry on

I'll say goodbye

P/S : Slow me down

*Life has been kinda harsh for me

Everything in my mind just came in one shot

A lump sum of confusion

I guess I  really gotta slow things down

Take it one step at a time

It's never easy

But i'll do my very best*

Happy Birthday Melanie