It's hurts so bad, again

It is you who are the one

who gave birth to me

You who also are the one

who gave me this gift

The gift of imperfection

And now, you're saying I'm never once good

Okay..I know I'm not good

I'm never good

Warning :

Do not mend my heart

Hectic

Reporting :

Daddy has 2 blockage in his heart.

The result of having stroke..

He had been staying in Sunway Hospital for the third day

And needs to stay there until don't know when

He needs operation

I hope he comes home soon

So I won't have to take care of the family for him...

I'm exhausted and tired

I'm not ready to handle anything on my own....

Though I don't want him to be back nagging me

But I want him back to drive me everywhere......

):

You can't break a "Broken" heart

Cheng Cheng!!!!!!

Such a pretty pup xD

But I don't own it.......):

Chen Ghee does LOL

Ok..This is just a random thought...I miss Cheng Cheng!

Okay...so today I went to Majestrate

Anybody knows where is it?

Mayb not xD So, went there because my mum had a function there

Was suppose to be a photographer for the day

End up ME and the Mother did some food testing ^^

"remember this?" - to all my friends dat had worked with me for my mum before xD

All the tired moments and lack of sleeps

It reminds me of how I worked from 5am until 12 midnight...T.T

Results

Credits to ME!!!

cantik kan? xD

The Kenduri Hall

600 guest (:

21st June 2009

Sorry daddy

I gotta rush my assignments

And Big brother has to get back to Kampar

Didn't had the chance to have dinner together

Love you (:

I was unconscious

She and I

I will compensate for your lost

You don't have to

You should understand me

I do, that is why you don't have to compensate

To be honest

I don't understand actually

But the reason I did dat

Was because I know I should pay some respect

This is all for today 

Sorry for everything friends

*I am not sad, I am just not so happy*

Hurtful thoughts

This is something I should share

This also reminds me of somebody i lost just the beginning of the year

I believe someone out there feels the same way as i do (:

2 pictures below, please read it!

*click on it to enlarge*

Just today, my lecturer told us that there is this boy

who is studying MBA in my college

He is an overseas student.

Very hardworking, passionate, likely to be helpful to all lecturers

And he actually just graduated 2 weeks ago

After the graduation he went to BALI for holidays with his friends

and he got drowned

Life seem to be so delicate

Appreciate every single thing people ^^

I'll be the one

Woke up really early in the morning

And went all the way to Semenyih

for Ching Ming

My grandparents are there

Went there super uper early to avoid the jam

After that, I also went to another place

the place where my eldest uncle is placed

I dunno wad place is dat

But I only know it is a much smaller place and also so called private place lol

There they have this cute little dogs to jaga the GATE

Adorable-nyaaaa... xD

She loves the camera

*Had really bad cramps today*

very very bad one's

just being LAZY

My blog skin is a disaster!
Too lazy to do anything to it for now lol!
I've been having hard time to blog too XD
Well this year will be a little different for me
Chinese New Year 2009
As some people know, my grandma's situation
Time has been very precious to her
and to my family
Today my grandma went for check up again
Her situation gone worst again
but she did not have to stay in hospital so thank God
So since my grandma is so sick
We wont be celebrating CNY big this year i suppose
Maybe we still will do back the same tradition
I hope for it too =] Angpau!!

Today
Went to Curve with Nel in the morning to search for a nice handbag of hers
But we din get to find one till now
So sad for her lol
After dat i have class in the afternoon
We both drove seprately to Curve cause I have class later on
Though her house is further than mine
but she reach LDP same time as me
OH WELL, I'm a safe driver LOL~~

As you wishes King and Queen
I did some updates LOL!!