Time for a change

What hurts me the most now

is I don't know how to express how much pain I'm having

Too many things happening around me nowadays

made me learnt how to smile and laugh even when it hurts me inside

I start to hide my emotions behind everyone

Because I've been told I'm always emo........

So.... Hiding my emotional away from everyone is the only way out

I hope I wont get mentally abuse by my self for doing this

I know this pain is somehow going to fade away

But I don't know how long will I need....

Give me some time (:

A little short story bout today

So, I've got this very good marketing promoter partner

Name Xiang... He did some very good marketing business with me in Genting today

Don't know to say it's a proud thing to talk about or an embarrassment lol

We sold our tickets to people around and we even gain profit!

I've experienced too much today LOL.. Going around talking to strangers T.T

The most important thing is... WE GAIN PROFIT!! how marvelous....

It hurts you know?

I guess it's time to update abit of my blog

It has been rusty for 4 days

I've learnt alot these pass few days

Soon enough I won't be able to get out of my house for quite a long time

Might be busy nowadays

Don't mind if i didn't layan any of you my friends

Cause I'm reallllly busy with stufffss

Sorry to those I had neglected, I didn't mean it

Anyhow, Old updates!

September 11

Happy Birthday Suet Teng my dearest sweetest honey darling aunty!

Miss you lost.... Like LOTS okay?? ^^

Happy birthday to my dear Uncle (:

Though at times I might go against you but yet you buy me food =p

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY mother!!

Yeappp Huei Ling my dear Mother

You know how much I care

And I know you're happy with ur birthday though things didn't work out the way it should have been

Once again, May God bless you in all ways (:

September 14

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEPHERD!

Though I've been your sheeepey for just few months

Yet I can feel the bond in us (:

And also though the plan didn't turn out the way it should have been

But stilll.... SURPRISE!!! ^^

Besides all the Birthday wishes...

Now, here comes the sad partttt

Farewellsssss ):

Dear Clara, you've left not long ago

Yet I missed you already

If you didn't had to leave I guess right now we've been closer

I hope things are well for you at Sibu

Will miss you lotsss and Take care!

Huey Lynn

is leaving to UK... very soon

very very soon... and I can remember the day she is leaving

Cause I asked her like 2 or 3 times den oni I can remember

Our last outing was kinda rush

But I like it (:

Jhuuuunnnnnngggggggggggggggg!

U're like leaving tomorrow

And things had been passing quite fast

Wont be able to send u off tomorrow

And watching you singing today was fun xD

Will misss you too!

feeeeeling sadddd

Am I doing the right thing?

Watching both Ken and DC singing chinese songs

but they are both bananas today

Was a big joke of the day for me LOL

It's just sooo funny

But they both own a very nice voice ^^

I surrender everything

To feel the chance to live again

Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder

Orphan the movie was frigging scary

But it's fun!

Should watch horror movies once in a while

Like drag me to hell is nice too ^^

Next to watch is Final Destination !!

After the movie

This is what happened................

Tire Puncture!! ==!

Yessssss..... it's punctured for goodness sake

Yeu Kit actually accidentally hit onto a Curb

Whiel we're on the way to pick huei ling up

And we thought it was nothing but just a small hit

Didn't know it will end up like this.....

Not bad of the Reminisence

LOL!!!

Besides, Alot of things happened yesterday

Firstly,

Huei Ling sliced her little Pinky Finger

While she was slicing her Guava from Cameron

Then she called me and I had a BIG shock!

So I rushed to her house and pick her up to consult a doctor

On the way to clinic, she asked me if she needed stitches

frankly speaking, It's DEEP

But I lied to her she didn't need stitches so she'll feel calm HAHA!!!

End up...she needed 2 stitches.. Not bad ey???

Secondly,

Jian Pin got Saman by Police

Thirdly,

While we're going out to have lunch with Wei Khang and Jian Pin

Wei Khang wore Daniel's shoe and the stripe torn offff!!!!!!

Forthly,

My finger nail BROKE when I was getting my slipper on

Sigh!!!! ): Poor nails

What a day (:

I better go get ready some preperation for tomorrow CG!

Jethro Wong (:

Happy Belated Birthday Jet Jet!

I miss Fish an Co. already

The "TATA" sauce AKA TarTar - main character of the day

People wants it more than you lar jet xD

Hope you had a great one this year with the Gang

May God bless you in all ways

And give me Guitar lessons for free OKAY?! ^^

redwinewasHot

Christine Lee (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CHAYANG!

You're 19 !!!!!!

Sorry chayang!

I can't find any picture of me and you ):

So I stole this from your facebook

But I love this pic of you cause you look like you.. xD

The blurr one...

Have a great one!

Hope to see ya soon..

I'm on my knees

Pasar Malam with the Crazy people

Jethro and Chen Ghee

So we went to makan at Wai Sek Kai just now

I ordered the Fried Kuey Teow

But it didn't turn out to be as nice as I thought

It was too salty..........

Smartly, I asked my self "Why is it so salty?"

Ghee says "Because you ordered the wrong food..."

Jethro says "What you order?"

Me " Fried Kuey Teow larrrr..."

Ghee " No wonder larr.. You ordered the wrong thing lar "

Me " HUH? where gott...."

Ghee " Next time you should say you want to order PENANG Fried Kuey Teow

Which is stated on the hawker stall's banner "

Jet and I went soooooo speechlessss....T.T

Gheeeee!! you made my day lol..

Why were you the one in my dreams

Watch Football match with

Jethro, Chen Ghee, Ming Xiang, Yeu Kit, Euson and Chee Hoe

At PJ19

They have a very big screen dere

Nice atmosphere

The best part of football is the atmosphere of course!

So Man U vs. Chelsea

Kinda disappointed over it

Man Utd lost.. Yet still adore Owen

^^

Was fun watching with friends for the first time

Never did

Because all the time I watched with the Father

I'm tired actually

But yet not tired T.T

Felt like Insomnia is attacking again soon

P/s : I wish I had told you how I feel.....

To Nel

When things go wrong as they sometimes will
when the road you're hiking seems all up hill.
When funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.


Don't give up though the pace seems slow
you may succeed with another blow.
You never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
it’s when things seem worst that you must not QUIT.

Dear friend,

All things are possible - [Chanel Ng]

Watching you walk away

Ya I'm sick

On and off

But who cares

Anyways

Exams very soon

Stop all the distractions

I'm not gonna think of it anymore

After so long I've been thinking over it

Since then I'm never once happy

I would not want to let my heart take control over my mind

Never mind about it

There is nothing left to discuss about

Move on.....

3/08/09

HAPPY 19th NG JIAN PIN!!

Grow up but not grow old nor taller ya xD

& of course

HAPPY 21st ALAN!!

May God bless you as always (:

There " He " shall be when life goes Hectic

T-Music

SEGi College University

29th and 31st we had our performance

At the Foyer

Practiced so much

But at least my vocal did not torn xD

Nel played Keyboard

Audrey harmonized

TatYong Guitar & Solo

And ofcourse ME!

the only one dat doesn't know how 2 play any instrument

But just SING (:

Credits to Ken

And for his SLR

Nice pictures we got.. (:

Thank u so much for coming just to snap pictures

Appreciated much!

Overall, we had fun singing out loud after the performance on 31st

Like all the tension are gone!!

So after our last performance

1u = pool!!!

Wahhhh!! so yeng wey! hahahahahahaa

Credits to Nel (:

I'm glad I was part of the whole thing (Thanks Nel)

Like I got the chance to sing

Great experience

Thanks friends for coming to support me !

All the cheers made me smile broadly

You guys are the best!

I'm just at the wrong side of the road

People have been asking me when will I start blogging again

Had been hard time back then

Running away from reality??

I thought of leaving this blog alone till I don't know when

But this pathetic friend of mine.......

Mind our random-nesss

Don't ask me why I'm doing stuff that goes opposite

Because I have no idea x)

There she goes again.......

I've heard so much that humans

can actually talk to themselves in lots of ways

But I had never been into one that talks to her self in MSN!

ho my.... Now I've experienced one... The retard one wahahaha!

Physically and Mentally..I don't feel good

Not much of my self today

Met lots of old friends in school today

kinda glad to see everyone alive ^^

Congrats to all who got awards and prizes!!

Happy Sports Day (:

Clumsy me...

I fell and slip in school today

*embarrassment*

Basically I didn't see a step right in front of me

Was on the phone with Eli

And not knowing..I missed my step

There goes....):

Thanks Sureen for holding me up...

A hit on my back directly onto the edge of the step

I did not feel any pain at that moment

After walking up and down through and flow

The pain came repeatedly...

Starts to ache when I touch my back against a chair or a wall

And then now it hurts much more even when I move

Here I am sitting straight up like a pillar......... T.T

Please let the pain go soon... I cant go gym like this.. Sigh..

SOKONG!!

Dah lupa

Tomorrow is my fellow friends big day

Banyak friend haha...Can't list down lol

Wish all of my friends and juniors

all the best for tomorrows big day

It was once my big day too xD

But my time is over...

Enjoy all you guys can..

Win with honor, Lose with joy! (:

CHEERS!!

Bugsy cheers me up (:

Chillax Cey Chillax says Su

My friends made a prank on me today..
Just because I said
"I've a good mood today, so it's ok if you want to do something to me"

Suddenly when I got home after class
While I was doing my work
Friend, I
Cey, Lan subjects came out!!
OMG....U SERIOUS?!
yes.. alot people FAIL
HARH?! die lar..den i ma sure fail
I don't know..Even Jon oso fail...
* stun...o.o *
Ok then..I fly car dere now.. Where are u guys?
Study area..
Ok i come now....
*end of conversation*

*phone rings*
Hello?
Eh Cey, don't need to come lar
Huh? why? what happen?????
*still blurr*
Cause nobody fail..HAHA!
WHAT?????????????? you prank me?!
HAHAHAHA!! yeah... don't need rush here lar
Cannot I still wana check my results...xD

Reach college amazing in 5 mins time
No jam...No traffic
No bad drivers on road.....
Good so i was the queen of the road xD!!
Oh ya..Car Petrol empty..light started to blink WARNING
Got my results....
Thank God!!!
CGPA 3.30 ^^
Worth for the rush hahahaha!

Thanks Friends for the prank....LOL!!
Once again u guys brightened up my day with your lameness 0.0

You spoil my mood badly

Evident by Su Li's mechanical pencil  

Stab into my FINGER!

She felt so bad when one tiny little drop of blood came out LOL!

So cute la Su

Click on the picture to enlarge it

The picture could tell how lame was Su Li

And how terribly boring the class was

FYI, Su Li is the Boring one and I'm the Weird one

Why am I always the Weird one?! o.o

We got HYPED up today xD

P/S to self : Who was in my mind when I was alone?

Random Picture

Patrick and I

(:

I was unconscious

She and I

I will compensate for your lost

You don't have to

You should understand me

I do, that is why you don't have to compensate

To be honest

I don't understand actually

But the reason I did dat

Was because I know I should pay some respect

This is all for today 

Sorry for everything friends

*I am not sad, I am just not so happy*