Love is always a battlefield

You're the only one that would make stupid faces

when you know it makes you ugly just to see me smile again

"I miss your stupid face"

Lost and yet not found

So close together

And when I'm with you

So close to feeling alive

So close

Yet still so far.

How far could we go better than this

Our distance was just so close

Till we were just lips to lips far apart

Just scrubbing across our fingers

And yet..... So far

I hate it

So it's my second day of working

My working days are............ *secretttt*

(:

Ask me in person if you want to know heh!

So my second day of work was doing the same old thing again

I wish my boss could just passs me some new stuff for me to follow

Some NEW onessss... LOL...

Anyhow.. Work is nice.. comfy.. But tired and boring for now

Working time is kinda not balance for me

As I would to skip my dinner till a late dinner

And my gastric attack always comes at the wrong time

Everyday I'll have to get use to my pains......

See how bad it is................... ):

Tomorrow results maybe out..

Nothing much to hope once again

Just for credits and pass all my subs..

I wont want to fail

cause my parents wouldn't want to waste such money on retaking my subs

Bah-nessssssssssssssssssss

I don't know why..............

I'm just not in a moodddddd

SHitnesss MUCH...........................BLARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lifestyle Programme?

I'm blardy stressed up now

I need air..........

My chest hurts again when I breathe

And bones are aching.... arg

Time for a change

What hurts me the most now

is I don't know how to express how much pain I'm having

Too many things happening around me nowadays

made me learnt how to smile and laugh even when it hurts me inside

I start to hide my emotions behind everyone

Because I've been told I'm always emo........

So.... Hiding my emotional away from everyone is the only way out

I hope I wont get mentally abuse by my self for doing this

I know this pain is somehow going to fade away

But I don't know how long will I need....

Give me some time (:

A little short story bout today

So, I've got this very good marketing promoter partner

Name Xiang... He did some very good marketing business with me in Genting today

Don't know to say it's a proud thing to talk about or an embarrassment lol

We sold our tickets to people around and we even gain profit!

I've experienced too much today LOL.. Going around talking to strangers T.T

The most important thing is... WE GAIN PROFIT!! how marvelous....

You'll always be my star

=/

Thanks...

Time to wake up

If you keep staring at the closed door, you won't realize what has already been open for you..

Thanks (:

P/s : The most embarrassing thing of the day actually happened like few minutes ago

What about now

So I didn't go to class today

I had chest pain since morning

Untill now it's not getting any better

So I went to see doctor and took MC

Doctor says it's due to tension...stress

Weird thing is I'm having fever now

Anyhow, I'm having a dilemma

I don't know should I or shouldn't I

At one point I gave up

Sighhhhh

broken

):

人比人，比死人

I wouldn't say that I'm not in a wrong

But I can say I wasn't totally wrong

I'm sorry for what I've done

But you wont have to pick on me

It's all about comparing in your life

What else you would say to judge me?

By comparing me with somebody else

You always remind how grandma treated you

You know what....... I miss her too

I can still what grandma had thought me

You don;t have to repeat it to me

Because whatever grandma told me I had always kept in mind
Sometimes I wouldn't know how to apply morality into my life

But I think you should know nobody is perfect

Whatever it takes...I care no more

I'll do whatever that can repair this relationship

But please....... just stop picking on me then you'll see how much I've done

You think lecturing me THIS way can make me change to be a better person

But I can tell you honestly

You're making things worst........