Wish it was just a dream

You're one of my disappointment

It was tough enough to realize how much you've took away from me

This is me

Why do i just lie awake and think of you?

I need some sleep..

Tomorrow i have things to do..

Everytime i close my eyes i see your face,

So i try to read but all i do is lose my place..

I just had to call you up and say hello.

I know it's 3 am.

And i saw you awhile ago.

But i still had this aching need to hear your voice

To know your there..

I don't seem to have any choice.

I'm so sorry i just had to wake you up.

I feel so lonely by myself.

Is this the way it feels when you're in love?

Or is this something else?

I do my best not to want you

.

But i do all the time i want you all the time.

Am i obsessed with you?

Love is always a battlefield

You're the only one that would make stupid faces

when you know it makes you ugly just to see me smile again

"I miss your stupid face"

Lost and yet not found

So close together

And when I'm with you

So close to feeling alive

So close

Yet still so far.

How far could we go better than this

Our distance was just so close

Till we were just lips to lips far apart

Just scrubbing across our fingers

And yet..... So far

Time for a change

What hurts me the most now

is I don't know how to express how much pain I'm having

Too many things happening around me nowadays

made me learnt how to smile and laugh even when it hurts me inside

I start to hide my emotions behind everyone

Because I've been told I'm always emo........

So.... Hiding my emotional away from everyone is the only way out

I hope I wont get mentally abuse by my self for doing this

I know this pain is somehow going to fade away

But I don't know how long will I need....

Give me some time (:

A little short story bout today

So, I've got this very good marketing promoter partner

Name Xiang... He did some very good marketing business with me in Genting today

Don't know to say it's a proud thing to talk about or an embarrassment lol

We sold our tickets to people around and we even gain profit!

I've experienced too much today LOL.. Going around talking to strangers T.T

The most important thing is... WE GAIN PROFIT!! how marvelous....

<3

Is there one thing I would do for you before I die?

I once thought there was..

But I guess there isn't anymore........

I faked a smile so he won't see

If I hadn't met you,

I wouldn't like you.

If I hadn't liked you,

I wouldn't love you.

If I wouldn't love you,

I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I will.

It's all because of you

I still remember how you held my hands next to your heart

I can still feel how you whisper to me in the dark

whenwilliseeyouagain

imissyoulikecrazy


You are still in my mind now
How can I stop pretending.......
I can't get you outta my brain



just you, yes you

You did it again

But when I watch you doing it

I wonder..

Will you come back to me again

I saw you from a distance

I realise that I can't find a reason to call for you

I thought, it would be better if I just watch your back

Because I decided to stay away from you

I know

I can't survive another night away from you

You're the reason I moved on

And now I need to live the truth

That's why... I gave up

Because

I loved you ♥

Perhaps ?

What if I had never let you go

Would you be the man I use to know

What if I had never walked away

Cause I still love you more than I can say

If I'd stay

If you'd try

If only we could turn back time

But I guess.... its is the end

*Wondering what was it that made you changed*

It'll all get better in time?

Don't you wonder what is Love sometimes??

Love is like a bar code that is sold all over the world in humanity

It is just too valuable that none of us deserve to purchase it

You can find it everywhere all around you

But it is you that decides if you want it to be part of your life

Some people took it for granted

Some people treasure it like mad

Some people played with it

Some people were very serious on it

I think love is really simple

It is human that caused it to be difficult

If since human can't guarantee what love could actually bring

Why humans are still wasting their time on this?

We love because we hate

We hate because we care

I believe Love is powerful

And it is so much more than just 4 letters L-O-V-E

I don't really what the heck am I talking about

Crap stuff

Enjoy reading my crappy stuffsssss (:

Boring..

Is love really payable?
Is it costly?
Do we pay by cash to purchase Love?




Love is priceless
Yes it is..