Time to wake up

If you keep staring at the closed door, you won't realize what has already been open for you..

Thanks (:

P/s : The most embarrassing thing of the day actually happened like few minutes ago

What about now

So I didn't go to class today

I had chest pain since morning

Untill now it's not getting any better

So I went to see doctor and took MC

Doctor says it's due to tension...stress

Weird thing is I'm having fever now

Anyhow, I'm having a dilemma

I don't know should I or shouldn't I

At one point I gave up

Sighhhhh

broken

):

人比人，比死人

I wouldn't say that I'm not in a wrong

But I can say I wasn't totally wrong

I'm sorry for what I've done

But you wont have to pick on me

It's all about comparing in your life

What else you would say to judge me?

By comparing me with somebody else

You always remind how grandma treated you

You know what....... I miss her too

I can still what grandma had thought me

You don;t have to repeat it to me

Because whatever grandma told me I had always kept in mind
Sometimes I wouldn't know how to apply morality into my life

But I think you should know nobody is perfect

Whatever it takes...I care no more

I'll do whatever that can repair this relationship

But please....... just stop picking on me then you'll see how much I've done

You think lecturing me THIS way can make me change to be a better person

But I can tell you honestly

You're making things worst........

The pain isn't leaving

I had enough of all your bullshits

I had enough of all the excuses you can give

I had enough of you......



Stop bullshitting..



Please stop...... I hate it alot when you do it
And it's unfair
If you realize......you're just BIAS
BAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It hurts you know?

I guess it's time to update abit of my blog

It has been rusty for 4 days

I've learnt alot these pass few days

Soon enough I won't be able to get out of my house for quite a long time

Might be busy nowadays

Don't mind if i didn't layan any of you my friends

Cause I'm reallllly busy with stufffss

Sorry to those I had neglected, I didn't mean it

Anyhow, Old updates!

September 11

Happy Birthday Suet Teng my dearest sweetest honey darling aunty!

Miss you lost.... Like LOTS okay?? ^^

Happy birthday to my dear Uncle (:

Though at times I might go against you but yet you buy me food =p

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY mother!!

Yeappp Huei Ling my dear Mother

You know how much I care

And I know you're happy with ur birthday though things didn't work out the way it should have been

Once again, May God bless you in all ways (:

September 14

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEPHERD!

Though I've been your sheeepey for just few months

Yet I can feel the bond in us (:

And also though the plan didn't turn out the way it should have been

But stilll.... SURPRISE!!! ^^

Besides all the Birthday wishes...

Now, here comes the sad partttt

Farewellsssss ):

Dear Clara, you've left not long ago

Yet I missed you already

If you didn't had to leave I guess right now we've been closer

I hope things are well for you at Sibu

Will miss you lotsss and Take care!

Huey Lynn

is leaving to UK... very soon

very very soon... and I can remember the day she is leaving

Cause I asked her like 2 or 3 times den oni I can remember

Our last outing was kinda rush

But I like it (:

Jhuuuunnnnnngggggggggggggggg!

U're like leaving tomorrow

And things had been passing quite fast

Wont be able to send u off tomorrow

And watching you singing today was fun xD

Will misss you too!

feeeeeling sadddd

<3

Is there one thing I would do for you before I die?

I once thought there was..

But I guess there isn't anymore........

Am I doing the right thing?

Watching both Ken and DC singing chinese songs

but they are both bananas today

Was a big joke of the day for me LOL

It's just sooo funny

But they both own a very nice voice ^^

I surrender everything

To feel the chance to live again

I thought I knew you

So you think you can play the game as you run it all on your own?

So you actually thought I would let you play my role...

So........... Now I know

Sounds stupid, But thank you for doing this

That now I can't treat you like how I use to

I faked a smile so he won't see

If I hadn't met you,

I wouldn't like you.

If I hadn't liked you,

I wouldn't love you.

If I wouldn't love you,

I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I will.